19. Ex self-harmer. Ex drug addict. Diagnosed with depression. Counsilling and theropy keep me alive. smoke wayy more than the average joe. bisexual. In order to get to where I am, you have to get hurt in order to feel the pain, sometimes until you're nothing but numb to understand. You have to be on an all time low in order to pick yourself up and re-build what you once had or what you dream for. I'm proud of being two steps ahead of my friends when it comes to being hurt, because then they can learn from my pain and wrongs. But sometimes we don't listen. Have to learn the hard way. But one day.. our time WILL come, and we will.. find happiness. Lucy. Pigeon. 18. I have an AMAZING Girlfriend, ♥14/03/11♥ shes my world the one that picks me up when I'm down and I'd do anything for her. Safely say I've fallen for her, never loved someone the way I love her. cbf to write anything else. :)